Veruca

an entry to remind myself of what ive been doin...

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 14:30:51 GMT

08 has been great so far.

work has been crazy nuts...but keeping me busy.

ive been recruited to play drums for sister funk.
talk about keeping me busy...they basically own my snatch for the next 6 months...
show dates can be found at many locations...
www.myspace.com/christinelmalash
www.myspace.com/sisterfunkcom
www.sisterfunk.com

her and i still hanging out...uncommited, of course.

on the downside, my mom has been dead for over 3yrs now. it sux.
so much has happened in that small window.

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 18:07:50 GMT

i love being alive.

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 03:53:57 GMT

her and i hung out tonite.
i knew she would call....and my intuition is weirding me out.

shes so willy nilly with this shit, and i, for once, am the one analyzing everything.
our rolls have totally reversed.
its weird.

i dont even know anymore.
who am i?

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 04:24:02 GMT

wow.
after nearly year since we last spoke, she contacted me tonite.
and after an hour long conversation, i actually feel really good.

oy, i hope i didnt open a can of worms.

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 22:42:20 GMT

wow. mid august already.

ive done little in terms of recreation this summer.
this is pretty much the first summer ive been single in the past 5yrs or so.
its kinda weird.

like, 'we' usually go camping or something. and 'we' do whatever with our other friends, who are subsequently couples.

but, people break up, people move.
some people just move on. some tell u to fuck off. others seem to just evaporate.

ive been in ct for a bit over a year now, and ive learned so much this past year.
stuff i rather not have.
ignorance is total bliss.

appendages

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:56:16 GMT

3 nites ago, i dreamed that part of my pinky finger on my left hand got chopped off.

last nite, i dreamed that the toes on my left foot rotted and were no longer.

wtf???
ugh, im going shopping.

appendages

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:55:43 GMT

3 nites ago, i dreamed that part of my pinky finger on my left hand got chopped off.

last nite, i dreamed that the toes on my left foot rotted and were no longer.

wtf???

barslides and fireworks.

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 13:34:30 GMT

yea, life is good.

still enjoying my time in the CT.
i feel like im constantly partying and working in between that.

ive been reading a ton o'books, cause thats what the train will do to u.
fanny flagg is an awesome writer.

ive started putting together a bunch of songs that i wrote in the past year and a half or so.
i bought a new mixer. not the kitchen kind, but the recording kind. but the mics i ordered have been on back order for over a month. it sux.
at least ive been learning how to use the stack that has been in the front hall for 10 years.

i also put together a myspace profile of my stuff
www.myspace.com/christinelmalash

im also gonna start back up with boxing again.
next session starts 6-29ish.
i needed the 8 weeks off.

time to watch some brit tv before i start my day.

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 17:03:35 GMT

played a show with sister funk last nite.
i had soooooo much fun.

not since ankora have i played with other people who truly make me all giddy and excited and whatnot about playing music.

the show totally ruled.

yay!

vaca

Mon, 14 May 2007 00:54:16 GMT

got back today from vacation.

visited joe in VA, and had a wonderful time. did some hardcore biking and ate wayyyy to much.

trekked up to my old stomping grounds in MD and had more adventures.
i missed MD so.

::sigh::

xtina and i want to start our own professional vacationing company.
we're looking for sponsers...ie, winnebego, ect to sponsor us to go on vacations. hopefully, all will work out.
day jobs suck.

niiice

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 14:56:41 GMT

played an ENTIRE 2 hr set with sisterfunk last nite on 2 hrs notice.
i LOVE being a musician.

todays thursday, which means that tomorrow is friday.

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 13:45:33 GMT

yay for upcoming weekend!

i will be turing 27 in a week, im so knocking on 30s door.
me, 30? me OLD? me with WRINKLES????

so, im beginning to get that feeling that i need movement in my life. again.
this is turning into a vicious cycle.

example...
when the job situation in MD was getting bumpy, i made a plan. i carried out my plan, and here i am.

ive been very happy since i moved back to Ct.
life is practically a non-stop party, ive a better job, and everything is for the most part, in balance.

seems like now that ive had the chance to unwind and really feel a sense of comfort (havent been truly comfortable in at least 4-5yrs), im ready for....a project...change...something.

like, i set a slew of goals when i moved here in july, and ive reached a few of them already.
the biggest item on the 'to do' list is to purchase some sort of property.
but now, i dont even know if i wanna do that. cause, do i really wanna stay here? winter in CT sux. i was def spoiled by MD and its mild winters.
::sigh::
i really wanna travel. i wanna visit CA. i wanna spend some time in the dirty south. i wanna learn more. i want another degree. i wanna be a drummer in a touring band.

sitting behind a desk all day in a high rise watching life fly by is not helping any.

why do i want so much?

and further more...

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 02:36:53 GMT

the memory of certain people totally ruin the whole 'omg, i looove this song!' experience.

like, if you were totally dating/doing/friends with a certain person, and u no longer speak/whatever with that person...listening to the song/album that the 2 of u shared is totally not cool anymore. sometimes memories suck.

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 02:26:36 GMT

wow.

so, im putting more music on my mp3 player....and im going through some old cds.

i came across a few where im like "oooh, i remember this song, it f'ing rocks!'
then i put it in to listen and them im like 'why the f did i buy this??? it sux!'

apparently, my taste in certain music has changed over the years.

i havent really "updated" updated in a while.

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 19:48:31 GMT

so, i figured i would.

i had a great weekend, thus far.
friday, went to lizas for dinner. then i ended up in monroe and played guitar hero till 3am. talk about an addicting game.

sat was the first class of boxing that i signed up for. totally sore today. even my fingers hurt.

went 'dancing' with heidi on sat nite and saw a ton of people. i even saw that certain someone from a few yrs ago that ive been wanting to get in contact with since ive moved back. she looks good.

today is band practice and we're auditioning a singer.
should be fun.

works been pretty good. no complaints.

i was in rhode island last week and it was different. the people talk funny and malls have like 3 stores in them.
saw sonic youth at lupos while we were there. they rocked ass.

things with her have been pretty awesome too.
im not used to being with someone normal.

had a concussion for the bulk of last week. the swelling is pretty much gone, and it only hurts a little when i brush my hair. but ive free starbucks up the wazoo, so not all was lost. so good!

ive also been watching 'gilmore girls' on dvd like its my job.

everything has been great since ive been back home. la la la

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 23:00:16 GMT

i passed out in starbucks today, and now ive a huge lump on the back of my skull.
goodtimes!

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 21:35:59 GMT

just got back from spending the weekend in RI.
havent been there in a few yrs.

saw sonic youth at lupos and that pretty much rocked face. kim gordon RULES!

Im feeling a lot right now that i cannot (as usual) put into words.
maybe some pizza will help clear my head.

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 02:04:36 GMT

omg, anna nicole smith died. wtf???

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 03:08:06 GMT

holy shit, its fucking cold outside!

other than the above statement, life is good.

the F word.

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 23:24:27 GMT

today marks the 2yr anniversary of my mothers death.
time is flying by. i so cannot believe its been 2yrs.

my bro and i talked for a bit today.
and despite everything, hes doing so well. im really proud of him, and i know mom is too.
i just hope shes cool with the choices ive made.

so, as if the day couldnt be any shittier, i left my scarf on the train.
i actually found it while i was going through my moms stuff when she died.
so it was her scarf. hows that for irony?
i feel like such a heel.
not only was it a really nice and warm scarf, but losing something is so outta my character. especially on the train when i triple check the seat when i leave.
idiot.

and to further the damper on my day, i got a filling about 30 mins ago.
my face is numb and im eating gross soup cause i cant exactly chew without eating my face.
yea, goodtimes.

i want a beer.

why i love new years....(in no particular order)

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 23:14:10 GMT

hot sex
tons o'booze
everyones happy (usually)
tons o'food
DICK (clark that is)
forgetting all the bad shit that happened in the previous year, and totally getting the chance to start fresh/look forward to the year ahead.

with that said, i will say that 2006 was a great year. looking forward to 2007.

as for resolutions, ive a few, but theyre a secret. mwhahhaaaaa!

this is the end.

Sun, 17 Dec 2006 15:29:44 GMT

so, ive been given an infinite number of blockbuster.com trial memberships, so ive been watching tv on dvd like its my job.

i finished the last seasons of alias and angel.
mine eyes def got a bit misty.

i also completed the season 6, part 1 of the sopranos...also the last season.
ive no clue when the 2nd part will come out.

my mom loved the sopranos, in the earlier seasons, her and i used to watch together.
when i would visit from MD, she asked me to watch with her. and me, being the really awesome person i am, would decline and go hang out with my friends and get obliterated. what a fine daughter i was.

i took my brother shopping yesterday for some early xmas gifts. we got some really kickass buys. stores were practically giving shit away.
we shopped till we dropped...literally.

ive been working 6 days a week for over a month now (with the exception of last weekend cause i was sick).
im a bit burned out. ive no clue how i used to do 7 when i was in college.

i would really like a vacation.
im thinking warm and sandy. a beach perhaps?
this whole cold weather bs has really put a damper on my life.
my dad talked to my grandpa who lives in st pete, fl. g'pa said 'its only 70 out.."
::sigh::

i would like to take a trip to MD. ive been missing it for a bit now.
perhaps in the spring.

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 01:21:04 GMT

such a fab weekend.

ugh.

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 17:29:27 GMT

alcohol is craziness.
some people shouldnt be alowed to touch it.

greetings: from cedar rapids, IA

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 03:13:09 GMT

yes.

im in iowa.
this state sucks. it smells like cow chips and oats.

the peeps arent that nice either.

im sitting in the hotel, highly buzzed on expensive wine.

love the central time zone. extra hour to do nothing. woot.
at least i can watch jay leno @ 10:30.

vmars is on tonite too. but i think i may be a bit late.

as usual, my life is being all swivery and topsy turvey.
and blowing by quickly.

i can see the bar from where i sit, and its looking kinda nice.

maybe ill just order in room service.

yes. these be good times.